now this is one medical trial I I would love to participate in but of course living in Canada it's isn't something that will ever be offered to me. It's difficult to put on a brave face and say, "I'm alive" when every day you are faced with the mutilation of the breast cancer. At least in the U.S. they offer reconstruction and symmetry for the other breast. Here in Canada you are faced with the multilation unless you have the $5,000 available for reconstruction. Just call me alive and vain.